I just can't get enough of been the biggest S.O.B in the area. The slightest stuff triggers me and off I go into a mindless rampage. I won't stop until I've killed your pride.

I just can't stop hating people. But lately, I seems to take this reasonless and mindless attitube of mine into considerations. I just seems to. So its just perhaps.

FIELD CAMP! I've got swollen fingers, bad knees, aching butt and a night without sleep. Yes. The whole night.
I got swollen fingers from carrying my LAW tube and rifle wherever I go.
I got two bad knees from squatting to proding right in the middle of a stony field.
An aching butt from stings provided by countless flies.
And a night of cleaning weapons all the way till dawn!
How does it sounds to you? Manly? Tough? Insane or just bullshit? I preferred to refer it as "Nonsense." It doesn't make sense PETE! The things I do may have some reasons to it but its still pointless. Do you follow the drills when a real war breaks out or do you just simply find ways to stay alive? Enough of such stuffs.

I kept asking all my bunk mates why can't I find a sexy and horny bitch to be a girl at the becks of my call? HAHA! I mean every guy would love to have that kind of lady beside him! Or a hot middle age lady to be your sugar mummy! I know what you all might be thinking about me now but at least my friends agree with me!

All right, thats all I wanna say.
Looking forward to your return, Elise.
Don't forget what I told you the other time. Haha.