I'm getting tonnes of off this and next week. I get bored on offs but I get frustrated in camp. So what should I do? I'm so tired I wanna sleep. But I'm so afraid that when I woke up, its time to go back to camp already. So I suppose I like offs more then camp.

Went to section live firing on Thursday. Got myself all muddy but the thoughts of looking at the stars at night brought smiles to my face. But good things doesn't always happen. Cos I can count the stars in the sky with my ten fingers that night. Worse night I ever had.
Because I get to see the star but not the star's'!

I think I should wipe Bianca off my mind. She is not even a person. She is just a future plan I had in mind. I guess it spooks the wig out of people who heard of her. I should concentrate on something more meaningful.
I suppose..

Yesterday morning I got a call from Gramps saying that the lift broke down. I was shocked. Fear begin to grip me as I try my very best to think of ways of how to reach my doorsteps without having to climb 22 storeys. But I fail to come up with a solution so I end up playing Tomba 2 to forget the matter which is quite random. Moments later I called back to check if the lift is still down and yes it is. Then Gramps started bragging about how she climb that awesome 22 storey twice in the morning.
She is practically taunting me...
So i decided to go climb that freakish 22 storey just to stay in the same league as her. When I finally reaches the top, I try to look as fresh as possible before I enter the front door. But Gramps could still sense the tiredness within me. And I lose. Just by one bit...

At night I went to the movies with Yihui. But before that I met Shunnie at town. Her girl always irritates me whenever the both of us met. I guess I can't click very well with the younger generation. We watch Warlords which I think is quite a nice movie. Yihui was confused and couldn't understand what happen for like half of the movie. I had to explain in details before she got it. Maybe I could get a sketchbook next time. Will be easier. Haha! Just joking.

I stayed home the whole day today and all I did was just sit in front of the computer not knowing what to do. Maybe I should get a PSP or PS 2. Not a PS 3 because just buying its game would stir suicidal ideas in my head. But buying such items would mean I have to share it with all of Gramps' *Xiao Peng You. I guess everything does have its pros and cons.

I have nothing more that I want the rest of the world to know anyway. Till next time.

*Xiao Peng You: Means little friends. They're in fact my cousins. And they are Gramps favorites.