Its a restart for me.
To be a brand new person.
Not some alien creature who doesn't talk much.
To search for my Bianca.

This week being to field camp. Yes, one of my dreadest nightmare. 3 days of bathless nightmare. Slept in open space which happens to be an open field! With hundreds and thousands and millions of unknown bugs creatures swarming around waiting to have a taste of your blood.
Bloodshed will not be prevent.
The days are hard to pass thats why the night time is my reward. We happen to sat on an open rocky site where we glaze up the sky which contains millions of beautiful stars.
And I swear.. Millions of em. Its a sight to behold.
I ask Sir Walter why don't we normally catches such breath-taking view in our CV life and even he doesn't have an answer for that. I think for an entire night and figure out my own answer.
Because we rarely slow down our footsteps and take a look around our world.
I mean, who would actually for once take notice of things around em? They're always busy and engross with the things they do. But for me, time is all I have because there's nothing for me to engross in.

I wanted to sail the seven sea. Just like Sinbad, The Legends of the Seven Sea. Out in the sea, away from the busy lifestyle of everyone. I just wanna Hor-lan for once.

Seriously, the star filled sky is really beautiful. How I wish the one besides me is a little girl called Bianca. NOT COUGAR COMPANY'S PLATOON TEN!

*Hor-lan: Lost in someplace.