Can anyone just tell me what is this that I'm feeling? Just anyone. Please.
I'm lost and I'm frustrated. Everytime I spend a long weekend outside, I felt so happy. Because I got to spend time with my friends and all that. But when its time to go back, frustration grip me. Should I just disappear for another one year plus so that whenever I spend my weekend outside I won't feel lost? We all knew that is not gonna happen.
I'm addicted to laughter, smiles and silly movements. What is to become of me? So many questions. So much time. So little energy. Just a sign. Just a clue.
I was told to get over stuff which I can't get over. I was told to put stuff thats not important behind. Thats when the shitty part came in. This is what they think. Country over friends. So wrong. Dead wrong. That is why I felt so much agony.
All my friends is a drug. And I'm addicted.

P.S. I love you.
I've forgotten how to love. Teach me for I'm willing to learn. All over again.
To Elise: NO! I DO NOT HAVE SOMEONE IN MIND!