What should I write? Well.. Here's something.

I used to believe in almost everything. Actually everything. Then it became almost everything. Now, nothing. You see, hear and come across stuff you thought it goes with the way it goes and follow it through like how Mary goes, around and around and around. You spin around in circles believing your own law of nature. But something is quietly hiding in a corner away from the degree of vision from your eyes to avoid detection. Reality or so is what they called it. I grow weary of people who used to share lots of memories with you but changed after meeting someone new or changes their character over time. We hit so many sh*ts together and fall hard together so many times yet in the end we're left with that few from the many we started with.
Disappointed.
It made me don't wanna step out of my space anymore. Readers who don't understand what I'm saying, just look back in your life and try to remember those you once shared wonderful and happy memories with. If you do, congratulations. If you don't, I hope you do in due time.

That's all. I'm beginning to speak lesser and lesser. I'm gonna disappear.
I really am.