"I'm going on the rails of a crazy train!"
The is one of the lines from one of the songs by Ozzy Osbourne. And thats what I'm feeling right now. Going on the rails of a crazy train. And who knows whose train is that. Give me some entertainment from above! I get a whole loads of off days lately but I just spent em at home. I sleep my way through the whole day which makes me lazier and lazier. Jogging is all that gets me going. Like gives me the motivation to get up and start moving around. But its boring to jog by yourself. So I tend to get somebody to jog with me. But it isn't looking very good. I guess being in the army gives you super stamina to run around an estate for like five rounds in fast mode. Most of the people I get to jog with me died after like one and a half. Well, actually just the two of em. Maybe I should try some friends making site and make more friends like Elise does. But then again, how troublesome will it be. Very, I guess. Yes, I just can't make up my mind.

Is there something magical out there somewhere? I kept thinking about that. How I'm gonna magically meet someone and how this life is gonna change. Its not emotional at this point of time but somehow its just... Hope I think. They always says when there is a will, there is a way. So how do I start with this will of hope? Randomly talking to strangers? You wouldn't even caught me talking to my neighbours! Let alone a stranger. I've brought this issue up for like many times. I just can't get an answer.

I just realised I always miss shows I wanna watch. Like AVP2. I remembered that clearly. Yuwen said she gonna watch it with me. Its our show after all. But like a empty hollow log her promise has always be, we missed it. Thanks to her ever busy lifestyle. Can't blame people from changing, can I? I realised how it is to only be called up when you were thought of during the time of boredom. If you're bored and has no one to turned to, keep to yourself and don't contact people you haven't contacted for a long time. Or your head gets bitten off.

My language has somehow being influenced. I just can't put a word to it. But here's something.
Intelligent and character.
That is the true power of Education. =)